⭐️ FINDING HEALING AND transformation THROUGH LOSS ⭐️
I feel a deep sense of peace and contentment within. One would think that in such a time of loss and change the feelings would be different. We’re going through major transformations, deep ones, rectification possibly from different lifetimes. Is this how it has to happen, the process of releasing and transforming? Such deep matters that a trusting and letting go are so necessary. This morning, while sitting outside witnessing this beautiful tree in my yard, a feeling of such fortune overwhelmed me, the thought of such a huge source of life right outside my window. What a beauty, what a wisdom holder. Her roots go so deep and she stands so strong, unshakable, flowing so peacefully with the cycles of nature.
Suddenly, I realized she is not just an empty piece of wood but actual pulsating life.
Just like the veins that run through me, so does she pulsate and push life through her at every given moment! I too have been pushing through me a life, blood that pulsates, although an ending I thought was going to end in another life, a creation. I know the mysteries and depths in creation are much deeper than we may be able to grasp, because as I may be experiencing a pregnancy that is no longer viable, on a much deeper level a rebirth has happened. Can it be that through this space that was created within me as a passage for this soul, it was created for my soul as well, giving me place to let go of parts of me that are no longer helping me meet my highest potential—the very same potential I have asked to reach.
The grief and loss are ever present, but so is an eternal gratitude towards this personal transformation that Mother Earth knows oh so naturally to put us through regardless of our willingness.
Just like the process of evolution, so too a soul will find its way down when creation decides it wishes its presence among it, against all odds. And so too is the process of our awakening of consciousness. Here I am supposedly experiencing a loss, but the sensation feels more like a receiving—a receiving of the biggest gift of all: a return of my own soul and a deep awakening of consciousness. A remembering of the Godly light that has always been inside me.
